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10/19/2007 :) So it is...
 life keeps going
life keeps going
life keeps going...
 so it is... friendship... allright....
 he'll come back to me.. one day...  he??? who is HE ????
I've been single
I was single
I am single
I'm still single..
probably he was only my desire...
The One I wanted to give him my love
The OnE who deserves my love....
The ONE and ONLY one I had the opportunity to meet and fall in love with, without he realized it.
He maybe didn't realize it because men arrive later than women in these kind of things..
So HE'll be back to me oNe day....
....
I'll wait for him
 10/9/2007 10.10.1980>2007 :) someone who has the jet lag....hehehe...already in the future because, when for me now in Italy is 1p.m. in Thailand jet lag will be my time of this afternoon which is my future time
 however it's so nice I've receive this message this morning and I want to share it with You :
May your birthday fill you with lots
of happiness in work and life
while recieving warm hugs
from those close to you.
Let the day brighten up on your special day
and let's celebrate with joy and smiles,
and may all your wishes come true.
Thumawadee T. (Goog-Gigg)
Guest History & Evason Spirit Adm.
Sila Evason Hideaway & Spa at Samui Thailand
 Thank You so much  10/6/2007 welll...cloudy day, sunny heart......yaaaaaaaaaaaa
abaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
adaaaaaaaaaaaa
 abaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
adoooooooooooooooooo
everything is just amazing, just everything, wow..... people should appreciate how life is great,
and how we all are special, and not because friends of friends knowing us, they can say it,
but even not knowing eachother,
life is great to let people meet everywhere
and
feel wonderful eeemooootioooons
 10/4/2007 ....neverending love for life... back to myself,
given tons of energy on him, wanted or not
now trying to find myself at the point of last month...
or I don't know exactly where I lost myself and where I can find myself again, but for sure, I'm fine.
I knew that falling in love was not going to be easy
neither
the "after" :the consequences
which is the side we do not like at all..
all these consequences make me think
actually there are few moments in all my life I stopped to think at all...
however
my thoughts are addressed to a huge question mark
 ? but it doesn't matter, because I know I'll find my way...
at least I'm back to eat something
life keeps going without him here,
he is out of Italy for business
actually he lives abroad,
and
abroad of home for business as well...
so he is always out of Italy
only for business he is in Italy once a month.
even so missing him,
life keeps going...
which is the point???
the point now for me is to realize that neither a week has passed,
and ???
it seemed to me that in only these 5 days they were like 2 weeks already or something like that. ..
that's because falling in love means feeling so!!
I was on my right path, why all this happened to me ???
well I do appreciate, yep..
THANK YOU
but I'm alone, I can't tell him how my feelings and everydays' emotions are as a chameleon..
so as a passionate libra, I have to keep inside me, .... and as a libra
in a grey cloudy day as today
I turned it sunny
because
I met him,
on the memories I have of him
just make my grey autumn a sunny october..
Even so Thinking of Him often
Even so back to my life again,
I went to the moon
 and now I am back to the Earth with the Italian population again.
Even if I do prefer Venus....
and now...
back to my daily life....
but thinking how wonderful is falling in love...
10/2/2007 falling in love...........How do we know that we are falling in love...?
just falling in Love,
it's so simple,
or
it's so wonderfully complicated...
it's a chain,
everything you are doing,
stops
and
you are only falling in Love
and
everything starts to run quickly than expected
thoughts
in your mind, getting you crazy...
just because he thinks I have crashed on him
or
whatever it was,
everytime we look to eachother
and
our sights are on the same direction
we are two magnets
and
vibrations
emotions
sensations
willing
wishing
not to have anything around us
or
to have everything and everyone around us
that it doesn't change
our eyes are just meeting at the same point....
and the time stops,
but
it's not
minutes run
and 24hrs again passed
and 1 week passed
how do we know that we are falling in Love?
Looking Forward
to see him once again at the end of this month
I'm not hungry
I do drink
water
hot nfusions
not eating
my nutrition is based of
passed emotions
daily fresh vibrations
cold windy air
even so
happy
and not only because I had the opportunity to meet someone like him
althought let me feel such wonderful emotions again.
Kind of emotions
not easy to feel
not everywhere
not from everyone
and
not everyday
So I do appreciate it,
not looking to his eyes,
not listenning to his voice,
but feeling these emotions
from memories
willing to receive news from him everywhere in the world he might be
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